Wow. Where do I even start?
I am writing the introduction for my blog page about faith. Let me explain to you why this is so shocking for me. I have desired to start a blog page for years. In 2023, I finally decided to begin forming the idea. Initially I thought God was leading me to create a blog page to help women fulfill their purposes. I started doing my research and typing up blog posts—until I no longer felt the conviction to make this my niche.
In early 2025, I experienced a lot of changes in ways I was to be obedient to God. During this season, I was learning to value intimacy with Him and to remain in His presence. I believed in a life of service to God, but even more than that, I began to believe in a life truly connected to God.
A few months later, I began striving again to take the blog seriously, but this time I had no idea where I wanted to take it. God also revealed to me that I started to develop the wrong motives for starting up a blog page. On this page you will soon realise how heavy I am on life being made up of seasons and lessons. After I was cleansed of all the wrong motives, I entered a season of meditating upon waiting. Waiting on God for various things you may be desiring. For a time, it felt right that this should be what the blog was about—until it wasn’t.
The overarching essence of this blog was, and still is, to teach people through my personal life experiences. Throughout my life’s journey, coming to Christ was when my life truly began. It was where I found my purpose, so at first it felt right to emphasise the importance of knowing your purpose. However, not long into one’s life in Christ, difficulties arise. One of my greatest struggles was unmet expectations, disappointment, and weariness. Again, desiring things to take place and waiting on God for it to come to pass. I strongly believed that many others could relate to this being one of the greatest challenges in their walk with Christ.
But now, I find myself at a full-circle moment—not one that takes us back to purpose, but back to faith. That is how my new life began: in faith. It is important to let patience run its course, whilst there are things in life that must be actively sought after. I have lived with an immense array of visions for my life, and I thank God for showing me that the very foundation I was building upon would determine how I would obtain them.
None of those ideas were wrong, nor were they things this page should not address. But there is something about sharing on a topic we feel the least qualified to speak on. There’s humility in that. We often feel the need to be filled with all the knowledge that exists before we can speak. I will never be above learning. What I share will not come from a place of hypocrisy, but from obedience.
My shock is not only in how my niche has changed over the years, but in the fact that it is MY niche. I would love to say that faith and I are two peas in a pod—but by faith, I will get there. I would love for us all to be people of faith.
If, like me, you feel your life lacks beauty, I tell you this: living by faith will make it beautiful. Your life will be glorious by faith.
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